just had my amaths tuition. she's a nice teacher : )) hee, shall get A1 for amaths in o'levels and do her proud. LOLx, it seems impossible.. but no harm dreaming about that =p
ok. i think the trip tomorrow is cancelled. something just cropped up yesterday, leaving us with NO choice but to cancel everything. the farewell party, i suppose, is off. =X i mean, it's logical to cancel it, cause it will be inappropriate to to carry on when 3 people are already unabale to attend. i can't see the point of carrying on. hmm, although im disappointed, but it just happened and all i want to say is that, THE UNEXPECTED ALWAYS HAPPEN. hee, so the same goes for my results. lol. im not bhb, but there's really a possibility. haha. must have confidence in ourselves. YAY : )) back to the party, yup, the chances of carrying on is very very slim and i suppose if we really stick to our plan tomorrow, the mood will also be quite weird. that incident made me realise how fragile lives can be. =X i want to treasure my life and die without any regrets. that day me and shu were like discussing if it is the end of world tomorrow, what are the things that we will do. she said that she will want to die on that day, earlier than the others so that there will still be someone to burn her incense money and blahblah. haha. what a great idea, but before i do that, i want to spend all my money on eating and doing all the things which i had wanted but lack the courage to do so. i want to hug and kiss those i love and tell them I LOVE YOU. hee. then tell those who piss me off or disgust me I HATE YOU straight in the face. nobody will care anyway, we will all die. hohohoho. i think too much. =)
hmmms, my parents are leaving for KL tomorrow, meaning that i will be HOME ALONE. YAY!! hee..thats the first time i will be alone at home. how fun. =) hehe, maybe to others, there's nothing to be happy about being left alone at home, but it is going to be the first time. i dunno how to describe, but still, HOME ALONE. going kayaking next week. whee!!
thought of the day: things just seem to be beyond our control sometimes. we should just learn to accept it and face it with a beautiful smile. like this =))
ok. i'll learn to accept the way things are now.